I was falling into the farthest recesses of an immense emptiness and aloneness

– the dimension of grief.

In my chosen seclusion from the world, I chose music to help soothe my aching soul.

It allowed me to feel in every breath my own death

the end of my life as I knew it

and everything I thought and felt about it.

I was on my knees, powerless and impotent.

The end is not negotiable.

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